always_waking_up_alone_just_makes_wanna_die kill rhythm ... sophia 020610 ... blown cherry ditto 020610 ... CrAzYpInKmOnKeY I love you i really do but ill never have you but thats ok bcuz your happy but i know the real you we are to close for you to fool me. god she is such a bitch do you think i cant hear you crying I LIVE WITH YOU DAMMIT!! of course i can hear you but youll stop if i knock and act like every thing is ok and i wont even ask cuz youll just deny it........ ....why wont you let me help you? 020701 ... little fury bug that's why i don't sleep. insomnia. 020702 ... endless desire . 031202 ... phil brilliant diagnoses 031202 ... phil see also: diagnosis 031202 ... . . 050319 ... unhinged and the drugs have only been intensifying this lately only alleviated somehow by being alone by getting fucked_up alone by staying alone i think human interaction only teases me with the hope of it; that i won't wake up alone for the rest of my life. 050319 ... dandy buy a dog? work on soft skills, get hobbies, get out, focus on kindness and love and caring, let yourself be fascinated about everyone so it attracts people to you. Or roll over and go back to sleep? 050320 ... unhinged i don't sleep when i roll over just toss and turn to finally fall asleep an hour before the alarm goes off 050321 ... not god you get married and after years you end up sleeping alone anyway. 050321 what's it to you? who go blather from