a_kiss_leveled_me
laced like no kiss in a while has leveled me 070101
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unhinged i don't know what i would do if his lips found mine. my lips have been so lonely and idle since i met him. my lips dream of him while i sleep. if our lips found each other, i'm afraid i might explode. 070101
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unhinged i think i'd rather my lips just stay lonely 070105
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pSyche I was so tall, a building of my self-pride
And you were my dynomite, my downfall
070105
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australian highrise i need it so bad 070105
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unhinged i was overwhelmed with the thought that i wanted to kiss him yesterday, even before we started drinking. i'm not sure if it's him i want to kiss, or if i just want a kiss. 070109
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pete the who and the what can be confused, but the happening is enough to stop the questions. 070109
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laced questions about love, questions about lust and any question she might have about a 21 years old addict with a passion for self-destructing 070109
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unhinged i turned around to see if they were still following.


her lips to his
my heart cracked open
and i couldn't look him in the eye
for the rest of the night



went home early
tried to sleep
the tears in my heart
woke me up before the sun





her lips to his
my stomach wants to leap out of my mouth
i am leveled
can't eat
can't sleep
can't think


i don't want to be near him
i don't want him to hear my voice
i'm afraid to look him in the eye

work should be interesting tomorrow
070114
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laced again 070219
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