_no_ so fucking lost i cant do this anymore i dont want to deal with this shit i dont want to have to stand by the sidelines and watch you slowly drown two drowning souls cant rescue each other all they can do is hold tight for the ride as we sink further down into the darkness i cant help either of us and that really, really hurts im sorry. i cant tell you this, but im sorry. you dont want to hear this but im sorry that you have to deal that i have to deal with this shit. different people different shit but still the same pain. i asked you if its ok and you said ''it has to be'' and my heart broke once more. im sorry sorry i cant help sorry i cant make it better it hurts that i cant make it better i dont know what to do 020530 ... superman idea: meet with her and put the big issues aside for a bit and fuck. somehow things fall into perspective that way. sometimes when love is affirmed in real way, problems have a tendency to lose their potency. take account for humanity--not everyone is a perfect soul as humans. she/he is probably wanting you to not talk so much and do something. 020530 ... so fucking lost it makes me laugh to see the way people use their own experences to interpret things they find on blather. 020530 ... morphine. whaaaaa? no way, man. yes. n-no. yes. no, dont. 021216 what's it to you? who go blather from