collide_if_you_wish_but_there_is_no_escape endless desire Little thoughts inside my mind Must soon be refueled, For their grow lonesome without your warm embrace And then to feel such Empty words. Letters from further away Arriving at houses unknown And it seems I am slowly forgetting the Sound of your voice, Or the Feel of your Fingertips. There is no way to remember. In Spare Moments, I try to fall within myself And Live in the past where I can see you Feel you. Dreams hardly do you justice. Dreams hardly do anything justice. I am not even lonely anymore. I never thought I would long to be lonely. Gliding down the hall, I catch something in the air. So simple and Familiar. . . A scent, a smell, a taste. The magical one I never understood how you possessed. Soon, All those thoughts that were looking for an escape route. . . Possibly out my ears, maybe down my throat, Through the eyes, nose, mouth. . . They collide with something much stronger. A will for memories to remain. A curiousity for why they so quickly slip away. A worry that I will not hold fast. And then an assurance that I would never let you go. That I could never let you go. I will never let you go. ((call me cliche. i dont really care)) 030722 ... Sparticus and i could never dream of letting you go either, no matter how sweaty opur palms get as they say here: danke schoen, mein leibchen. ich leibe du 030724 ... celestias shadow sweaty palms suck, man 031001 what's it to you? who go blather from