things_come_back_to_haunt_you sab things you said things you did throw away lines you never meant in the first place all charging back into the frey stupid little petty things that you did and then forget but they sink into those around you and lay their eggs there things always come back nothing is ever buried nothing is ever forgotten nothing is ever lost along the way... 050224 ... stork daddy i'm going to hold you to all of this someday sab. 050225 ... sab darlin', im living fucking proof. of everything i say. hold it to me all you like it'll slide right off some people think im teflon sab they are secretly wrong all the inside girls know that things still stain everything stains todays_stains were so hard to hold tommorrows stains are alread here and next week is already missing next thursdays stains are so wrong that theyre being forced to cut them out next thursdays stains are so bad that theyve caused alarms to go off in doctors labs lab rats sab rats sab rats on her friends and im living fucking proof not everything i say is true but everything is felt i feel the earth, move i feel me tear apart, some days and other days i get people to do it for me. those without insurance can pay their account by cash, cheque or credit card and my heart sank and my debt rose further but maybe then i will be clean white doesnt always mean the cleanest it can be and not all the girls know that. . . . where were we? 050225 ... god fuck! 050225 ... Christine Only if you let them... 050225 ... Karma ... 050225 ... ... God_of_war... 050225 ... unhinged karmic_links photographic_memory etching 110322 what's it to you? who go blather from