my_own_private_california fyn gula After P.L. Travers' Mary Poppins came out of the chalk drawing with Bert, the children asked her where she had been. "fairyland," she told them, and they asked her if she saw Cinderella or Robinson Crusoe and she seemed disturbed. "everyone has their own fairyland." she told them. 000324 ... farmfish inside where thee memories be livin.' 020525 ... Arwyn my own private idaho 020525 ... daxle When I thought about this blathe, I tried to imagine how I would make california, my home state, and where I intend to stay, different if I could. I don't think I would change anything. I think that because of cause and effect changing one thing would change everything. Suddenly I'm just like my mother, you ask me to dream and I can't. There are so many things I love here. Last thursday I was on a field trip with my class and we were sitting on a matted bed of sedge in a salt water marsh examining a plant we had found to figure out what it was exactly by retracing evolution. I was looking down into my jepson manual thinking how completely perfect the weather was when a lady bug landed on my book and I thought to myself "this is heaven, this is the kind of moment I live for". This is california. 020526 ... celestias shadow instead of writing about this, i'm just going to go listen to led zeppelin's going_to_california. it says exactly what I could say. 031130 ... endless desire my own private california wouldn't be in california at all. 031130 ... unhinged unhinged_in_san_francisco 080730 what's it to you? who go blather from