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anne-girl ... not right now, but maybe tomorrow
yes. tomorrow.
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Piso Mojado i love myself
and i want to live
and i am living
and i am alive

i am here
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skyburst777 i love myself and i want to live! 050606
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skyburst777 and i want to live
and i want to
and i love
& i live
and
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Piso Mojado and the contrast, so black and white, learning this before the one-year anniversary of Heidi's death

this world, this wonderful world, it carries so much joy and so much pain, the two sides of the pendulum
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mytwohands yes to the first clause;
no to the second.

narcisistic and selfish,
as always.
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andru235 yes to both parts; additional clause "in another realm of existence" required for clarity

i await reunion
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skyburst777 love_you_all 050607
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stork daddy i think love is silly. that's why i want to live. because anything else wouldn't be silly enough. 050607
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Tail-devouring Snake human life does this interesting, nonlinear wormhole-folding-in-on-itself thing. i am often surprised by the reframing and new perspectives on old issues, on things i thought i knew exactly what they were. i keep living, i keep loving myself, because i am now able to say i don't know much of anything. there is deep mystery to my life, to all life. the drive to die, to demap myself is quite curious, and i don't know enough to agree that following through with it is the correct choice. i know a lot that points to the other direction. my life has created new life, and i have so many adventures that have yet to happen. i don't have a sense of why i am here or what my skills or mission is. i love my human body, family, life. i love this earth. i do like eating, dreaming, healing with plant medicines, singing, kissing my little baby. love is a constant. although it has changed who and what it focuses on, i have always loved, since the day i came into the world. i love this land of desert sunsets, open spaces, dry air, big skies, friendly yet distant people. i know that at this time, this squarish state is my home, the land i love. i want to breathe more of this arid air, look upon my partner and baby, and feel my full range of sensations and feelings. the mystery, the love, my future. i feel simultaneously robust and delicate. i_love_myself_and_i_want_to_live 160317
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