here_it_is___love
unhinged
in_simple_language
i'm
trapped
in
my
own
horrible
reality
i
know
you
have
the
key
but
you're
saving
it
for
someone
else
a
pretty
package
devoid
of
meaning
your
eyes
glance
over
me
past
me
through
me
searching
for
your
pretty
package
but
i'm
used
to
being
lonely
alone
advising
counsel
to
the
pretty
people
050929
...
unhinged
in_simple_language
again
i
can't
stand
to
be
sober
because
i
can't
stand
to
be
alone
with
myself
underlying
051002
...
unhinged
GAH
what
about
me
?
it
might
sound
childish
but
for
someone
who
has
spent
most
of
their
adult
life
being
the
bandage
to
everyone
else's
injustice
and
uncaring
and
bleeding
hearts
the
compassionate
ear
what
the
fuck
about
me
?
i'm
so
sick
of
calling
the
people
that
said
they
would
be
there
to
get
their
empty
impersonal
voicemail
and
never
a
return
call
too
busy
to
listen
to
me
interesting
what
the
fuck
about
me
?
051005
...
unhinged
and
almost
immediately
after
i
write
this
he
calls
maybe
the
busiest
of
all
of
them
and
he
found
time
to
call
and
check
on
me
see
assholes
he
found
time
for
me
051005
...
rage
i
stand
here
naked
in
front
of
you
and
wonder
if
u
notice
051006
...
rage
i
stand
here
naked
in
front
of
you
and
wonder
if
u
notice
051006
...
rage
i
stand
here
naked
in
front
of
you
and
wonder
if
u
notice
051006
...
The llama
It's
hard
to
ignore
you
when
you
posted
three
times
...
hehe
...
all
is
good
.
051006
...
unhinged
you
said
you
left
me
because
you
wouldn't
be
good
for
my
feelings
future_tense
as_if
you
don't
eat
benzos
and
scream
at
me
as_if
you
haven't
already
left
me
broken_hearted
(
and
even
after
all
of
it
i
miss_you_more_love_you_most
but
you
are
no
damn
good
for
me
)
100910
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from