a_rare_mood_of_wanting_to_please
blueberries for you
scale
the
acclivity
of
your
lonely
self
discovery
.
when
you
have
reached
the
top
and
you
catch
your
breath
like
the
white
dove
released
,
look
down
on
the
memories
of
your
solitary
journey
and
in
this
rare
mood
of
wanting
to
please
the
part
of
you
that
cannot
and
will
not
accept
praise
,
surrender
.
you
are
a
bronze
statue
of
a
person
cast
down
.
your
words
are
frozen
,
afraid
to
appear
in
this
world
.
written
and
unread
.
spoken
as
a
whisper
,
lost
in
the
careless
wind
.
take
risks
.
jump
.
someone
will
catch
you
.
011024
...
Aimee
I'm
always
trying
to
please
someone
and
never
myself
....
what's
the
point
?
If
you
take
a
moment
out
of
time
to
spend
it
for
you
,
you're
labelled
as
selfish
to
those
who
catch
you
doing
it
...
i
for
one
would
rather
just
do
crap
for
everyone
else
and
cry
by
myself
about
it
later
behind
closed
doors
011025
...
flo
dont
be
sad
.
i
read
what
you
write
here
.
i
think
that
you
underestimate
yourself
.
011025
...
me
i
dont
really
care
what
other
people
think
.
i
just
do
what
i
think
is
right
and
try
to
please
myself
because
i
am
the
only
person
that
i
am
going
to
be
with
for
my
whole
life
.
sometimes
no
matter
how
much
you
try
you
cant
please
some
people
....so
why
even
try
?
why
not
make
yourself
happy
instead
of
making
yourself
miserable
trying
to
please
other
people
.
021220
...
littleidiot
blueberries
for
you
,
that
was
beautiful
.
thank
you
.
021220
...
it hurt.........................
no
one
caught
me
and
i
landed
on
my
face
060316
...
but..........................
i'll
try
again
060316
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
