too_close Aimee I wanted to cry, oh ever so hard, but I didn't, because I knew that nobody would be there to dry my tears and I would only drown in my sorrows. I wanted to yell and scream at the top of my lungs my frustrations, my anger, and my plea's for help, but I didn't, because my words fell upon deaf ears, and those who could hear me didn't understand. No matter how hard I yelled my words were not heard and when I did come upon a soul who could hear me and would understand I kept my mouth shut for the fear of them leaving me or hurting me quickly consumed my words. I wanted to cry, yell, scream, love and be loved, but I couldn't. But when I met you that all changed. Somehow you knew what I was trying to say. You looked in my eyes and could see straight to the depths of my soul. You could see my pain, my anger, and the love I needed, and the love I had to give. I found you learning my secrets, and I became confused. I ran out into the raging storm, and I began to cry. I figured that I could hide my tears behind the rain, and thus hide my soul from you prying eyes. But somehow you knew anyway. You pulled me close and let me cry, and dried my tears so I wouldn't drown in my own sorrows. You listened to my stories of anger, pain, and you listened to my cries for help, and slowly the pain and anger began to flow away, like the tears cascading down my damp cheeks.You loved me with no end in sight, and I learned to love you endlessly as well, no longer afraid. 010517 ... Special K that was deep... being too close can be dangerous, be careful with what you have but treasure it with all your heart and all the love for that person 040625 what's it to you? who go blather from