scary_thoughts Freak I couldn't even write them down because to see the words I hear in my head would frighten me even more than the thoughts themselves. 030303 ... .fallen the_bad_voice 040302 ... ShnizelCheese I honestly don thinmk this is normal but i get Petrified of the Thought of Being Alone... I Cry and Cry and go into Panic Attacks... its quite weird, how afraid i am of being Alone. 040302 ... ee beep peep scary thoughts are not seeing my parents and my best friend. scary feelings are missing him and feeling lonely and trapped. 040303 ... ee beep peep wait, scary feelings are missing THEM (i love my parents and best friend a lot). 040303 ... love & hate Scary thoughts are with me always, asleep or awake, they know no boundaries. Cutting through my head like a knife, the knife they so long for me to use again. Since she has gone, the scary thoughts aren't scary anymore. No, they have not changed, they are now hopeful thoughts, happy thoughts, envigorating thoughts that i can put an end to this pain, to this suffering i feel. Put an end to this life which is not wanted, not by me, and more importantly, not by her. 040418 ... Syrope recently i've had trouble falling asleep i haven't really wanted food til today i get anxious when i have to walk somewhere alone or when someone wants to talk on the phone the stress is getting to me. i just have to make it to summer... 040419 what's it to you? who go blather from