hard_and_bitter
unhinged
lack
of
love_and_affection
the_substance_of_living
alone
tenderness
a
rare
commodity
my
supply
dwindles
as
my
demand
increases
i_feel_old
(
except
when
i'm
with
you
so
important
to
me
i've
always
been
afraid
to
tell
you
)
080908
...
In_Bloom
I
keep
trying
for
it
and
have
mangaged
moments
of
soft
and
bitter
.
It
never
lasts
long
enough
to
solidify
or
build
a
menacing
sheen.
I
keep
trying
though
.
080908
...
unhinged
he
likes
me
genuinely
interested
and
when
he
goes
to
grab
my
hand
it
stays
limp
in
his
my
heart
preoccupied
with
others
that
have
others
that
couldn't
give
a
fuck
dramatic_irony
what
i
wanted
right
in
front
of
me
and
i
can't
bring
myself
to
grab
it
my
heart
empty
at
the
thought
of
something
in
return
fuck_my_life
(
because
but_still
when
i
hear
the
mention
of
his
girlfriend
of
the
two
of
them
together
my
heart
gets
twisted
i
can
feel
the
beginnings
of
a
grimace
i
still
love
him
madly
)
081020
...
unhinged
.
110218
...
l o s t g i r l
yeah
.
(
hurting
deep
where
i
can't
reach
it
.)
i've
got
my
eye
on
the
prize
though
...as
what
is
hard
is
bound
to
eventually
crack
...and
i
know
from
experience
that
cracks
are
good
.
even
if
they
are
found
in
a
broken
heart
.
110218
...
unhinged
pointless
151130
...
stork daddy
when
we're
young
we
seem
to
all
believe
we'll
receive
love
commensurate
with
our
capacity
to
give
it
.
151201
...
unhinged
but
we
don't
snuffed_out
(
i
don't
give
much
anymore
;
that
is
the
hardening
part
.
there
is
a
big
hard
lump
in
my
chest
where
my
heart
used
to
be
.
i
think
that
is
the
saddest
part
for
me
,
how
hard
and
closed
off
i
am
from
people
now
)
151202
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
