yes_i_have_lost_it Doar Here we go again. 040819 ... uow yes we have no bananas 040819 ... Fudge mmm bananas 040819 ... spiffy but who says i ever even had it? 040819 ... tainted my core is evil and guess what i don't care 040819 ... lucky umm and when I found it again, it was covered in lint. *arg* I hate lint. 040819 ... estarocks no, u took it! meanie.... 040819 ... Doar The control I should have is given freely to her, if she so desires. 040820 ... pete i never had nothing 040820 ... kookaburra but who said i needed it anyway? 040820 ... love & hate my mind that is... but i might be able to find it in these padded walls which surround me, maybe that little demon over there in the straight jacket can help me find it. Hold on while i ask him for directions while my eyes are closed. He can help me, he already has. 040820 ... mourninglight but you will never understand exactly what it is that I have lost... well..never say never.. but I had more hope at one point in my life than I do now 040828 ... TK Or was I delusional to think I had "it" to begin with? 040828 ... metamantrg I have lost it also 040830 ... falling_alone sigh. get me out of this house. 040830 ... Deomis Why bother searching? Just give up, it will never come back Just give up I'm too tired of trying and reaching too far for something unmeant for me yes, I have lost it I have lost it for good I was unworthy I'll just give up I'll just give up Because I'm a loser and that's what I do 050211 ... suicidalchinadoll lost it? who's lost it... damn, I threw it away...there was no LOSE about it. I quit. 050211 ... freedom_shakes you can't lose what you never had 071024 what's it to you? who go blather from