i_wish_i_was arinna i wish i was drinking virgin strawberry daquaris on a longue chair on a tropical island, with all my friends having the first crazy party were absolutely everybody gets along. like pfc was supposed to be. there's a pool and we can play variations on volleyball like we did at sarah's once or float around in circles staring at the bluest of blue skies. there's games of scrabble and trivial pursuit and it's fine that we're all big dorks and jessalynn reigns the boards with her supreme sarcasm. everybody's telling silly stories, so that even aj,hl,and preston share honest laughs with each other. there's a band playing and when we have energy we can go jump up and down in rhythm together and cough out black for two weeks later and love the fact that we're sweating and tired and dirty. maybe we'll all wash off in the ocean, and collapse into a pile of snuggling, everyone, and no one's jealous because we're all friends. everything is beautiful. 010313 ... mikey can i go? 010313 ... Aimee someone else.... 010313 ... unhinged more than a speck in his eyes 010313 ... dB If you start wising for things, you will become dissatisfied with your current situation. Given the circumstances, I would not advise wishing to most of you. 010313 ... mikey really wishing is like hoping ...it means it will never be so you use the thought of cling onto. but thats just me. again wish i took my own advice. 010313 ... dB] Do not wish. Do not hope. Why would you wast energy trying when all that will happen is your hopes won't be lived up to. 010313 ... johnny west Look what happened to me when I got my hopes up! I got compacted! 010313 ... johnny west Still...I sorta think it's nice to hope for things. Kinda. 010313 ... arinna wishing is believing is hoping is dreaming... there's nothing wrong with dreaming or imagining beauty. it leaves a smile on my face. 010314 ... mikey i dream all the time. i just think hoping and wishing are negative. dreaming is positive. but thats just ME =o) 010314 ... florescent light curled up in your arms. 010316 ... silentbob You 010316 ... guitar_freak I wish for things that can not be. I wish that I was someone other than me. 010318 ... nocturnal I wish I was done with calculus torture shit! 010430 ... pralines&cream 8 pounds lighter 020113 ... psychobabe heh ever heard that corny saying-- "I wish i was your tear. Born in your eye, live on your cheek, and die on your lips" great saying cept the fact its seriously corny and i'm not much for that stuff. I wish i was a bed. Then i could sleep with you all the time, keep your warm and all that fun stuff. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! WHAT if you were someones bar of soap? hmmmmmm that could be interesting. I'd like to be a straw. Why a straw? cuz then i can drink stuff allllllll the time and i like drinking pop especially cuz of all the bubbles and caffeine *mmmmmmm* THIS SHALL BE CONTINUED! 020113 ... peyton there a hallucination a vacuum state of peace 020113 ... jawbreaker then i dreamed i was you, sweetest dream i have had 020113 ... pilgrim Wishing Is Like Fishing The Biggest Ones Always Get Away 020114 ... j_blue as close to nothing as possible yet my super all knowing self would like not to disappear 020114 ... sarpedon alive 020114 ... pleasedrivefaster miles and miles north. i have a thing for everything cold and non-american. 020115 ... Toxic_Kisses Snuggling w/ Frank E on his couch watching movies as he runs his fingers through my hair ~purrrrr~ 020210 ... blown cherry I had that dream too jawbreaker. Sweet isn't it? Nothing wrong with wishing. Just don't expect anything. Expectation leads only to disappointment. 020211 ... silentskeelo i wish i was a little bit taller, i wish i was a baller, i wish i had a girl, if i did i would call her 020211 ... little wonder 4 020211 ... bethany i wish i was a girl so that you could beleive me and i could shake this static everytimw i speak i wish for all the world so i could say hey elizabeth you know i'm doing alright these days but i can't sleep at night not until the morning comes (in an hour) and then the sun's so bright but i can't but stare at it and go over the pages thati couldn't get off my brain last night i wish i was back at school in my teeeeeny little dorm room when i used to be able to stay up all night until the birds in the window right beside my bed would chirp. and then i would curse because i had caught myslef up so late. then i was happy and i miss it coz the words used to come so great out on the picnic table covered with snow witht he birds chirping and the thin cold windy stale cigarette smell of the foyer meant that i was free. 020212 ... dB Why is it not like that now? what has changed to make you less free? freedom is the one ideal that all humans have in common. everyone has a deep desire to be free. So be free. every day. say what you want to say, do what you want to do. every day. never let yourself be caught in a grind doing something you don't want to do. 020212 ... bethany freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose. and feeling good was good enough for me.... now, there is more substance and direction which while i do appreciate it is very bittersweet. by the way freedom isn't a 14 hr day either 020212 ... dB I just think that freedom is not being tied to anything you don't want to be tied to. you don't like your job, get a new one. you don't like where you are, move. Go out on a limb and try the things you want to try and don't let anyone say that you can't. That's freedom. Working isn't an issue because you make that CHOICE when you get up in the morning to do that 9 to 5 thing at some place. 020213 ... dB see freedom 020213 ... bethany i made a choice but the other life was just more fun for the wrong reasons but was just more fun. done. so do you have a cat? 020215 ... Miffey I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on I wish I was the sentimental ornament you hung on The christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds Or fifty million hands upraised and opened towards the sky I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun I wish I was the souvenir you kept your housekey on I wish I was the pedel brake that you depended on I wish I was the verb to trust and never let you down I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up 020215 ... jinx I wish I was there instead of here. I'd settle for you being here. Just being next to you would comfort me. 020528 ... outside looking in someone/something better 020528 ... anonymous coward *were* you 020603 ... Jarec stronger smarter luckier prettier taller forever young gifted with super powers like a comic book hero and all that jazz wouldnt it be great? 020827 ... bespeckled your only one your only fantasy your only love. The only sight that you see when you close your eyes. 020827 ... daxle bulletproof 020828 ... Freak falling asleep in your arms because I was already home. 020828 ... Scarlet Photos wax me, mould me 020828 ... blue star in dixie, hooray, hooray! I wish I wasn't supposed to go to class today. 020829 ... 0of46 Evil. Pure evil. I wish I was the dark shadow that scares children in their dreams. I wish I was that pair of eyes watching you in the dark that you can never seem to find. I wish I was the unstoppable shadow that didn't run and hide from the sunlight. I wish I was the Perfect villian. WHY? Because the bad guy always has the more interesting life story, and the awesome evil inventions. 020901 ... Zeb closer to perfect not perfect just closer to it 020916 ... bespeckled not in this place ... it's such a dangerous place to be with you (i'm frafile, you know.) 020916 ... bespeckled not in this place ... it's such a dangerous place to be with you (i'm fragile, you know.) 020916 ... curious toys ..an oscar mayer wiener ...then everyone would be in love with me 020916 ... guess doing what I'm sufuckingpposed to be doing. 020916 ... josie I wish i was saying things like I belong to the world. 020916 ... bethany i wish i was listening when you were singing this song 021123 ... DammitJanet ...one year into the future. but then again i might be disappointed as to what i see. i guess it's better to go thru it all to make sure everything's happening as it should. but that means it's going to be a really tough year. the kind that changes your whole life. part of me isn't looking forward to it, too much work to be done. but the rest of me? is dying to experience it all. 031209 ... belly fire stronger stronger when you're gone something I will never be 031210 ... okThen i wish i was good i wish i was a good friend supportive, generous, communicative, fun calling when i should i wish i was a good daughter saying and doing all the right things i wish i was a good consultant manages work perfectly, top research, top presentations, top clients, top pay i wish i was a good student dedicated, interested, brilliant i wish i was a good person an artist, someone with values and beliefs and the strength to fight for them i wish i was, but i'm not 070508 what's it to you? who go blather from