dedicated
kendera
my
new
sun
dress
is
the
colour
of
red
blather
......
010804
...
raze
i
am
nothing
if
not
this
.
i
show
up
up
.
in
the
rain
.
in
hellish
heat
.
through
winter's
worst
.
through
more
loss
than
i
ever
thought
i
could
endure
.
even
when
i
can
barely
stand
.
i
scratch
my
scalp
and
sigh
at
the
sky
and
say
to
a
god
i
no
longer
believe
in
and
wouldn't
worship
if
i
did
, "
you'll
have
to
kill
me
to
get
rid
of
me
."
it's
not
like
he
hasn't
tried
.
261105
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from