bittersweet jane goodbyes 080219 ... unhinged he slowly ambled to the van waiting to take him away from me and i went inside without looking back i couldn't bear to see him being taken from me i curled up in my bed that had just recently held him trying to capture any last molecules that might have still lingered his leaving a vacuum and i went to band practice that night (now also gone) ....... 080219 ... unhinged (i wish there was someone else i could write_more_loveletters to so he wouldn't see and if he does feel bad the sweet part being those are still some of the best memories i have) 080219 ... c r 0 w l is a very beautiful word. the opposite balanced... 080219 what's it to you? who go blather from