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silentbob me: and i dont think that i want to meet him

her: really? why's that?

me: i would feel very uncomfortable and jealous and it just wouldnt be good

her: ok. it's good to know yourself and know what your expectations and feelings would be in that situation.
.would she be sad about that though?

me: i dont know, i dont assume so, but maybe she would. we used to be very open and honest and talk about everything, but i havent had a really good conversation with her in forever, like even when she was here we were kind of... distant

her: that's too bad. still, i just think she'd want to see you and that he'd probably be with her and if you don't want to see him you might not see her. she might be sad about that.

me: its true, she might be, but she hasnt like... made me feel like she wants to see me, or like it would be a big deal if i wasnt around, and i dont mean that in a mean way, im just saying i think its at a point for her where it isnt a big deal. but i would be sad if i met him. so its kind of a self preservation thing. its kind of an inevitable situation. someone will just have to be sad
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