heartbroken michelle* well, i did it, i asked earlier how i should tell someone how i felt about them......and now i am heartbroken.......... next question how do you heal a brokenheart? 010426 ... blue star Time. I know how it goes. Time is the answer. But congrats, atleast you'll never have to wonder about what might have been now. Sometimes I wish I had that kind of courage. And I always wish I didn't have to wonder about what might have been. 010426 ... Aimee a broken heart never truly heals.. at least not entirely. Just a warning though... keep your eye open for your soul mate because once you let him go... he may never come back. 010426 ... the swinger of birches the way you get when you only have incredulity making you brazen, and your head is so cloudy-eared you can barely think. i put myself in a situation, never to find substance to base any kind of hope, but wait stupidly with this mind-festering anticipation that drives me mad. when you meet dissappointment, your heart could have the same effect as throwing your head on to the sidewalk. then it just sucks after its over. lay in your bed, knees tucked to chest and think about how stupid you were. then cry some and fall asleep in your own misery. how fun. 010427 ... green_tenedril he was so lost and always falling down (always sticking that damn heroin in his veins) now i know that being together would have been detrimental to me as a person. he sits alone in prison and i sit alone in my apartment. he sends letters, i read them and keep them in a drawer. i don't write back. i can hardly bear not to, but i don't write back. to do so would lead him on. i love him, but not in the way he wants me to. they shaved off his mohawk and they call him marilyn manson there. he's so lonely and sad sometimes i am too. soulache. chadwycke my dear friend. 010428 ... silentbob sell my old clothes, I'm off to heaven saves the day There's a beautiful sky tonight and if you were by my side then we could share it but your gone. So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars cause nothing matters anymore. If I could only see you now for about an hour maybe just a minute just to ask What has he got that I don't have? Is it his brown eyes? I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes. If I could only see you now for about an hour maybe just a minute just to ask what has he got that I don't have? Is it his brown eyes? Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight you should grant me this one wish. Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and now you put me through hell. You break me up. I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart. Why am I so pathetic? I don't get it why you won't return my calls. Can't you look at me once? And please if you got a minute, enjoy this lonely sky with me. It'll swallow us whole if we only let it. If I could only see you now for about an hour maybe just a minute just to ask what has he got that I don't have? Is it his brown eyes? Well, I'll give a thousand reasons that tonight you should grant me this one wish. Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and now you put me through hell. You break me up. If this sky's going to eat us then I'd like to be digested into a million pieces with you. I'd love to be scattered to hell with you. To hell with you. 010428 ... unhinged "i love you so much it makes me sick"--ivet WARPED you make me want to scream pull my hair out lay down in the middle of the street roll over broken glass but i will still love you til the day i die even if you were the one that made me cry i would take out an eye for you so you ran away and i still had to stay here you make me sick frank said something once to this tune and i'm taking medication for this disease watching the sun at high noon all your little illusions building up inside of me but i will still love you til the day i die even if you were the one that made me cry i would take out an eye for you 010428 ... michelle* silent bob, what you wrote....is exactly how i feel......... still crying 010428 ... florescent light yeah, silent bob, if I do say, that is one of the finest things I have seen you write. I wasn't sure if maybe it was a popular song I haven't heard of. It was just beautiful. 010428 ... birdmad "ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with?" -the buzzcocks 010506 ... silentbob shit i refuse to take credit for that That isnt me. that is saves the day. i am sorry for misleading you. if i had really written that i would have peed my pants. 010506 ... Gutter You can learn to walk alone like the lone cowboy in a western soundtracked by Johnny Cash. You can wake up every day alone and lie down at every night alone. You can live forever alone going half nuts waiting for your head to explode. You can try to find the meaning of life at the bottom of a bottle. you can ask yourself everyday "why not?" and get no reply. You can remember old x-es and try to figure out what the hells a matter that they left anyway or you can just lift your chin up and suck it up and march onward till you find what you were looking for. 010507 ... jim_starks never a-fucking-again. once is one too many times for me. from now on they will be the one's heartbroken before they get the chance to hurt me. does that make me an asshole? maybe so. but at least i won't get hurt that way. 020210 ... psychobabe unhinged and silentbob just have a way with their words, makes so much sence that you feel pathetic. 020210 ... silentbob you told me you wanna die i said i been there myself more than a few times and i go back every once in a while you called me lucky you...you called me lucky you sid tonite was a wonderful nite to die saw youc ould tell told me to look at the sky "look at all those stars. look at how goddamn ugly the stars are" its one or another tween a rope and a bottle i can tell youre have trouble breathing youll never be ok you'll always feel this way cuz things they never work out right the wrong way the lonely way you told me the daylight burned you and that the sunrise was enough to kill you i said maybe your'e a vampire you said its quite POSSIBLE i feel truly dead inside its one or another beween a rope and a bottle i can tell you're having trouble breathing cuz you'll never be ok you'll always be in pain you'll always feel this way don't forget to let your life rot you inside out don't forget to let your life rot you inside out don't forget to let your life rot you inside out alkalinetrio 020211 ... silentbob it hasnt been that long since we drank to the sunset until it was gone down with it went our pain and fear as we slowly broke contact more and more with every beer and we passed out in each others arms both admitting we never felt better never felt So warm but awoke in each others eyes without wearing a stitch of clothing we were both deeply in disguise maybe i just set aside the fact that you were brokenhearted in my own special selfish way and if i hadnt set aside the fact that you were brokenhearted hell knows wher eyou're heart would be today maybe with me seems its been so long Since we kissed through the darkness until it was dawn UP with it came our pain and fear that wed already lost each other both knew that the end was near maybe i just set aside the fact that you were broken eharted in my owns pecial selfish way and if i hadnt set aside the fact that you wer broken hearted hell knows where your heart would be today maybe with me. alkalinetrio 020211 ... birch boy i'll pick up the pieces.......again 021203 ... %hearts; br o ke n 021204 ... ♥ br o ke n 021204 ... x my heart is broke but i have some glue 021204 ... kerry we had a long conversation last night about katie and "long distance relationships" and at the time i tried to be interested because i want to know what you're thinking about whats going on and i want to know things about you like i used to. something about the way your words close around me around my lips prevent me from forcing words out i use an excuse to make conversation when all i want to do is kiss you i can't! but when i was alone in my room last night my kneecaps were shaking so bad so i sat on my bed and they stopped shaking but then my feet were shivering and all i wanted to do was sleep i still can't make myself push you away 021205 ... silent storm doesn't being to describe what I feel 080828 ... gja - tobias dad Thats what you have my little man. Thats what the doctor told me today - in not so few words. Sometimes it beats too slow he says and then other times it beats too fast. Cant be sure why he says. Not sure what to do either. Your too tiny he says to do much at all. Maybe we just wait for it to mend. 080829 ... cr0wl prayers and healing hopes to you gja... 080829 ... tender_square he told her that he was preoccupied. there had been developments at the rink the past week with the woman he loved from afar and he didn't know what to do about it. maybe you follow your analyst's advice and not share with me until its real, his ex replied. she wanted to keep the boundary between them unassailable. her nosiness won out. he and the woman had had a conversation, one she had initiated. he was sure it wasn't a coincidence, as it was his first time skating following the divorce. the woman revealed she had to pay attention to how long she spent on the ice; her family had a history of heart problems, their tickers didn't work right. she was keen on keeping her blood pressure and heart rate monitored. her tests came back from her doctor without diagnosis. he said he'd wanted to ask her if it was psychosomatic, but hadn't had a chance to. the ex wondered to herself whether this shared heartbreak—his emotional, and the woman's physical—would be the element that brought the two of them together. 230602 what's it to you? who go blather from