role_model paste! peacefully_terrified 020916 ... squint nothing_of_the_sort 020917 ... beorn tonight at 9:30 i will cross the street and take my first step in becoming a proctor here at school. If i get it i will be incharge of about 13 underclassmen in my dorm. I will have to be a rolemodel. AM i ready? 030410 ... Al If you are a role model god help us all 030425 ... beorn as an update: i am over a month into my proctorship. all is well 031009 ... misstree what's being a proctor like? 031009 ... beorn first. i am once again a proctor in the same dorm this year. i keep the 14 year old sophmores undercontrol, talk to them about life and build a little character here and there 041231 ... twenty-three Who even asks that question anymore? Who is your role model? When does that even come up? Does the person asking the question even care? What a question. I've never had an answer. I don't aspire to be like anyone I'm aware of...nobody has fulfilled all of the things I want of myself. Funny, smart, powerful, provocative, sexy, strange, free. Nobody seems free anymore. Not after you get to know them. They are all small in your palm and scared and hopeful but never really free and powerful and sure. Nobody with convictions and an open mind in the right combination. This is okay. This is something that does not scare me. I am always okay with striving to be a better, stronger, nicer, funnier, smarter me. It might be exciting to find a role model, though 100617 ... Angelina Jolie? "Funny, smart, powerful, provocative, sexy, strange, free." 100617 ... twenty-four She isn't free, that much I can fairly say. 110226 what's it to you? who go blather from