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Raina impulse shopping will be the death of me...

i have truly flipped my naturally nappy wig...

you know those car decorations that go in the backseat? the ones with the wobbly heads that bounce when you apply your brakes?

i bought two. two of the corniest Dalmation ones, with psuedogolden necklaces.

when i peek in the rear view at stop signs, i am reminded of how cheesy i can be sometimes.
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Barrett I used to have a hula girl that shimmied when you stopped.
Tacky, yet quite cool.
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silentbob i couldn't stand it anymore
i wanted so badly to show you something good
even if you didn't want it.
i wanted you to see it
i had to show you that you too could be loved, you weren't fucked up. i wanted you to see.
i just had to
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carne de metal silent bob nailed it. 020209
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unhinged don't take it personally
don't be concerned
for the five minutes that it is
convienent for you
i suspect you might have known
but you didn't really care all that much
because you don't have to take your pills anymore
and i can't find any pills that will work
it has nothing to do with you
or him or her
well....
but i_just_had_to
it was the only thing that stuck by me
because it didn't have more interesting friends
i felt like i owed it something
for all these years of dedication
that no one else seemed to have
running away to more interesting friends
i wasn't asking the world
a five minute passing conversation on your way to somewhere else
just seems so fake
i am tired of being lonely
i am tired of being angry
it was the answer to everything
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what's it to you?
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