i_am_waiting
missangie Barrett, I'm looking for you, but your phone is busy. I can't leave you a message because I know you never check your voicemail. 010101
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june maybe you should try again
but since the firing squad hit i really cannot see the point of such superficial behavior

it's times like these when you learn to walk away or go to sleep

boo hoo i'm a baby and i'm crying because i need my fucking pacifier

goddamn what's wrong with you people
you have to throw a fuss just to get any fucking attention around here
daaangg
040119
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tarantula You should leave a message, always. I will get it. My answering machine does not record hang ups. 040220
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jane rolling_stones 040221
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jane i am waiting
for a sound over the wall,
a notification
or representation
of something else, a ride
to the other side
of broadway. his eyes
look at mine & smile
like i do; we smoke & the
grey drifts up into the stars.

i am waiting
for someone to come
& eradicate my lonliness
this mess you left
singular but strong. but how
does one wait without
breaking?
with only you & yourself
to sit with, sip coffee
& chew battered nails.
waiting. the pain
of unsure. your everything
could be approved or
denied
at any moment. you'll
just have to wait
& see.
050614
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again the stones Well, it happens all the time
It's censored from our minds
You'll find out.
050615
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from