i_am_done smile its beautiful *throws handsup* that's it - you win! that's all folks the show is over. I give up. 031105 ... sab i am done with this with you all with thie job with this life with this head with these hands with these scars with these memories with these experiences with this place burn it down burn it all down there will be nothing left i will start anew 040209 ... unhinged a_shrine_to_my_past_life that i also want to burn to the ground. i am sick of being filled with hate and misery. yep. fuck them all. 040209 ... Syrope you said i could call you i can't stay up any longer i need new batteries 041106 ... methinx Stick a fork in my, why don't ya? 041106 ... a chaotic gift to idealism I am done writting my own "wise words" on blather. done with my poems, my rhymes, my little stories. everything I write is made out to AJ and she is not here to read. Even when/if she returns, she may not read them then. I can not say. I do know that, what i write tears me apart and all I want is her to be back, not even "with me"... just back, so that I may be in her presence once more. for now, I am done. 050618 ... . i_am_clone 060510 ... falling_alone i survived year 1. 060511 ... misstree 's a beautiful state when all is cast off i am free if empty halleluiah ramen. 060511 ... sab i am moving from this place and i toss out more things than i pack joyously flingin stuff out the window as i shed this chapter joyously wriggin' free 060511 ... bsc wrigglin' 060512 ... () ( for today ) 061101 what's it to you? who go blather from