giving_up_before_it_begins Death of a Rose Away from me now I beg, neon lights decoding our actions, running down the streets of our respite, in everyones sight, we scramble the painted lines into something recognizable, pulsating between each exhalation, feeling alive, reading in the obscure shadows, searching for the right words to fill the next line and the next time, tell us what turn we made, a cup over flowing? compression games, placing the bottle back upon the shelf, beneath the hot air silences, a november frost, the dead branches swaying. 040901 ... sahba is the worst thing you can ever do 040901 ... Leah Bradley is what katie has given into. she has given up on us forever.. 040902 ... Syrope i've been ashamed of in so many ways. this isn't anything new, i just... 040903 ... Afro It seems as though when one thing goes wrong, I just give up rather than try a little harder. And I guess in some cases, thats not always a bad thing. But it leaves me with a lot of feelings that I don't know what to do with. I never meant to give up, I just thought you weren't the one for me. I guess one day I'll find out if thats true. 040907 ... unhinged is pretty much my mode of operation with 99% of the human beings i encounter 040907 what's it to you? who go blather from