days_and_nights_all_blur_together
not important
As
I
sit
at
my
computer
I
sometimes
wonder
if
I
would
know
the
time
of
day
if
there
weren't
a
window
in
my
room
.
I
like
the
idea
of
covering
the
window
,
randomly
setting
all
the
clocks
in
the
room
,
and
just
existing
for
awhile
without
any
worries
about
deadlines
or
scheduales.
How
important
is
going
to
class
anyway
?
030908
...
nom
i
forget
can't
determine
which
is
which
waking
from
a
long
sleep
you
can't
tell
what
time
it
is
you
don't
know
how
long
you've
been
or
even
when
it
was
you
fell
and
what
has
changed
030908
...
Aimee
up
most
of
the
night
,
and
most
of
the
day
.
god
why
can't
babies
figure
out
day
and
night
?
I
don't
think
I've
ever
been
this
exhausted
before
in
my
life
.
I
can't
tell
you
if
it's
thursday
or
saturday
anymore
,
and
forget
me
remember
what
the
date
is
...
all
I
know
is
that
a
while
ago
,
it
became
september
.
030909
...
notme
you
sound
like
someone
dear
to
me
after
she
had
her
first
one
Aimee
it's
those
first
few
weeks
and
months
that
can
really
zap
ya
like
a
zombie
hope
you
can
find
some
rest
~
peace
030909
...
kariann
it's
very
true
.
sometimes
more
then
others
.
i
don't
really
like
it
when
it
happens
cause
i
feel
dissconnected.
yet
,
a
long
for
it
.
until
i
have
it
.
then
it
sucks
.
060228
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from