broken_star moonshine I can feel you glaring at me from behind. I cant help it. I m not taking anyone away from you. 3 bottles of sleeping pills, eh? bricks? white washed walls. Your making me laugh uncontrollably. Sliding past me with venom eyes. I can hear Paul and he's playing the track he knows I like, but it makes no difference. Its unbearably hot and i have other things on my mind.Loni's drowning me with flyers. They make no difference either, i m letting my eyes slip down over the names. I know who they are. Listenin to Loni's echo.. he's asking me questions.. I know where there going. I already know the answers to. Everyones asking me where I ve been and hugging me. I m counting the new faces. The people, no one really stands out..and I tell them I havent really been anywhere. There just like i left them, a little more worn, Holding up like a pair of beaten and bruised jeans. Some of them are staying straight, at least thats what they tell me. I have no reason to believe otherwords. Ive missed them. There dances have slowed. I cant find him anywhere in the crowd, and I cant find that smile. Smile that says he knows me. They've taken him away. His chubby cheeks, you still have your baby fat. There hugging me, but i know you reallly adored me, you really loved me. I m asking josh if hes seen you and he said he saw you downtown, and he asked you how you 'd been and you told him there wasnt much too do when your homeless .. yeah there isnt much to do when your just 13 and homeless...I can here the beat and the fading whir. I can hear the music, but none of it matters .. I've got other things on my mind... 000622 ... birdmad flickering and buzzing like cheap neon against a discouloured low-rent sky 010930 what's it to you? who go blather from