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narpf edith mutual of omaha... phone, cracken. 010518
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ass facely cletus I just had a dream last night that I had to take a piss really bad, so I did.
But, after I did, I still had to piss really bad, so I pissed again and thought to myself "That should do the trick.", but it didn't. And then it dawned on me, I must be asleep and really do have to piss, so I keep dreaming about pissing, but when I'm done dream pissing I still have to really piss. So I forced myself to wake up and then I took a piss. And do you know what happened? I still had to piss because I had only dreamed that I woken up and was really still asleep and still had to take a major fucking piss.
So, this morning when I really woke up and took a piss it most relieving.
You know what the strange part is?
I have this same dream probably about once a month.
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birdmad escape_velocity
vanishing_point

the subliminal ache from the knot on my ribcage

the waking nightmares

i went to hell and could not tel the difference
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Aimee I'm ready to tell you my secret..... I see dumb people... they don't even know how stupid they are.... 010526
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birdmad "...and some of them...they work here"

i have that sign in my cubicle
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squillo i feel kindo of daed right now 010621
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pat sajak fatique done set in 011120
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narpf edith sans grotto alsace truncheon pogen 020524
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blown cherry the nihilist well, am i?

Hmm. Still seem to be in pain, so I guess not.
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reitoei you are not so lucky 020525
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squint is insane control V

i think i am

bite my arm off and if i feel it i might be alive.
physically i mean.
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The December Ghost I was supposed to have died back on September 20, 2000. But neither God or Satan wanted me. 020526
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god mutual masturbation of omaha 030620
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