phil I can't remember. 040405
kookaburra i dont take them 040406
x when they run out 040406
floralieca You always have to come back to reality and then it's worse ! 040406
etc drugs are reality 040406
magicforest their reputation 040407
softpink when you get the false belief that you are healthy and then realize you are not, after all you are dependant on chemicals, even if it is just psychological, you still rely on certain pills and to not have them makes life pure hell...that's a problem...and i have it in many ways...i'm not healthy, i should be dead. 040407
Lemon_Soda when they are or are not there.
no respect.
girl_jane How they make you forget about the shit pieces of your life...but if you get carried away, eventually you forget about everything...even the good. 040407
sleepy* The way my friends become so patronising towards me when they're high.

It's as if they love me (I never doubted that) but they secretly feel sorry for me. They keep suggesting all these little things I could do to make my self better. They want to tell me what they think is wrong with me, and how I should fix it.

Well fuck that shit, I'm not going to take it any more. I know you mean well and don't mean to hurt me, but you do. I don't need your sympathy. I don't want to be that person you think I should be. I'm happy. Take a look at yourselves.

phil I don't think that has anything to do with drugs. 040409
unhinged they make me extremely guilty for needed them 041001
unhinged *needing

and now it should become glaring apparent to

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