snuffed_out unhinged with new bouts of my old echoing_thought i cry more now on the bus even i really need a cuddle_bug now more than ever to relight what despair and emptiness has blown out so easy for him to say i deserve better when the worth he gave me just feels like a joke now 070902 ... :) i can cuddle bug you. 070903 ... unhinged depression it just takes the life right out of you 070905 ... f yeah, the best cure is to go to the sun...(Vitamin D), it wakes you up and you feel like a new person, especially if you go to a beautiful cliff top resort which has a 180 horizon, beautiful people, peace and quiet, eagles, whales and dolphins,, it worked for me anyway. Pure Vitamin D seems to be a cure for many health problems. 070906 ... f oh yeah, if you go to the aqua ashram, be careful not to mistake a makeshift sail boat for a shark ! 070906 ... unhinged i know what you mean. this winter was especially bleak and i went to visit my brother in hawaii and the sunshine made me feel like a new person. i think this is hormonal/chemical shit that isn't really affected too much by the weather. it seems like every year when summer starts to turn to fall i get hopelessly unbalanced. i've gotten most of my tattoos in late august and early september to artistically chase it away. i might get a huge buddha mural on my back soon. the_enlightenment_of_pain the bliss i felt after my last tattoo has convinced me that it is the best therapy i've ever tried. 070906 ... unhinged after_you between_us 110517 what's it to you? who go blather from