between_us
unhinged it was always your last desperate plea:

'after all that's passed between us, you are going to let it end like this?' because i was ignoring you, because we were fighting (which you always instigated)


even after i told you
i can't stand to fight
even after
i took care of you
the_day_you_died
even after you told me
most of your secrets


i still maintain that
you don't want to know my version
of all that's passed between us
even_if
you're right about my
rationalization
i think the real reason
you always pushed me out
is because deep_down
you don't want to know my version
of all that's passed between us 		110517
...
lostgirl 'nothing?'


(i think not)_ 		110518
...
unhinged sisyphus



i got tired of rolling the rock
of us
up the hill
and there was no greater power
holding me there 		110518
...
hsg path_fro_me_to_you 110521
...
lostgirl

sitting in the park

people watching absently
while filling pages of my journal
with the words that long to be read

i look up at a demanding robin
squawking from its perch
upon the sign that proudly boasts
the name of the picnic area:

bright_star 		110521
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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