si me si is the centre of my world, yet i hide it 001228 ... elegance hurt and pain and red and people to bring you down and blades to bring you back up. and you want to laugh but it hurts and you want to cry but it hurts so you dont do anything at all. except cut and puke and cut and shit and cut and starve and cut and exercise. design design! destroy destroy. now i wear poppy bruises on my back and legs and thighs and peachy-queen buttocks. happy bruises from sex memory bruises from climbing over fences while out of my tree on yokes. design design? life is going my way. 040614 ... elegance Help, I need somebody, Help, not just anybody, Help, you know I need someone, help. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody’s help in any way. But now these days are gone, I’m not so self assured, Now I find I’ve changed my mind and opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. Help me, get my feet back on the ground, Won’t you please, please help me. And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. Help me, get my feet back on the ground, Won’t you please, please help me. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody’s help in any way. But now these daya are gone, I’m not so self assured, Now I find I’ve changed my mind and opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. Help me, get my feet back on the ground, Won’t you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh 040616 what's it to you? who go blather from