overstimulated amy yeah. woot. 000831 ... miniver freespirit 000831 ... splinken oh man. what's it time for? whatsittimeforwhatsittimefor? !!!!!!!! 000831 ... tourist More! More! Still not Satisfied! Afire! Desire! The Funeral Pyre! Ashes! Ashes! We All Fall Down! 010108 ... nhoaaa ashes fall as I'm rising up again 010108 ... blown cherry He tried to take me there. We started down the path together, but in the end I couldn't stop myself from trying to stop him. He should've tied me up. 020217 ... carne de metal you'll get a heart attack. 020217 ... blown cherry really? I hadn't thought of that. You wouldn't just fall unconscious or something like ppl do when they're in too much pain for their body to stand? 020218 ... carne de metal yes, but after that, you'll get a heart attack. And there is no life flashing back in your eyes. I guess you're just trying to stop your chest from hurting; untill it does. Most of the times, on this side of the border. 020218 ... carne de metal the best thing to do, is relax. 020218 ... blown cherry I'll try that if the opportunity ever comes my way again. But I still think the idea of the violent struggle against ones own will is an alluring curiosity (this would be the tying up option). possible heart attack is still a bit scary though. If I'm gonna die, I wanna be the one to call the shots, not some silly vital organ. Relax. Breathe. 020219 ... Syrope at first i'm desperate for more...then i'm irritated and want to be left alone...then i just want to be comforted...then i ache because i could have had more... the range of emotions blows my mind. don't listen to me...just keep going. 020703 what's it to you? who go blather from