is_it_ok_to_cry hsg i think yes. 081003 ... misstree trying to figure out how to make it "yes." 081003 ... In_Bloom Yes, of course It's better alone if you can manage So you don't crush another with your inside-out heart There are too many breaking at any given moment already 081004 ... In_Bloom And here I fail Was it okay? Well it's too late because I did cry As quietly as I could and holding it back as I could I cried and you laughed at me Were you anyone else I would have slapped you and run off but you are you and your laughter doesn't hurt me Nothing of you hurts me except not being closer to be able to smell your skin and listen to you breathe at night Seamless 081007 ... nom i keep having sad dreams 081007 ... auburn I have had a long day. 081007 ... hsg how_to_make_it_a_yes love_yourself (please) why don't you just go_forgive_yourself? 081007 ... unhinged wept it is a pressure valve. i've always found it infinitely better, more soothing, to cry than to get violently angry. 081008 ... Ouroboros It's been 4 years, and I still cannot read through the kaddish without crying for Heidi. This evening I realized that as my life goes on, there will be more and more loved ones who I will weep for as I recite it, and then it will be me they weep for when I'm gone. Life cycles, rituals marking time. 081008 what's it to you? who go blather from