i_want_to_make_you_hurt
your former lover i have never felt this way about anyone before. you are such a wonderful person, and so completely oblivious to the effects you have on others. all your life you have yearned for adulthood, but in the meantime you haven't grown a day.

i want to humiliate you, expose you, make you cry. collapsed on the floor looking up at me in confusion with tears running down your beautiful face. i want your friends to leave you in disgust. everyone you respect laughing at your childish stupidity. i want your life to fall apart, left with nothing that really matters in all of your world. abandoned in shame. no hope no comfort no place to call home.

and at the bottom of it, you'll start to see yourself, learn that you are not the only feeling person in this world, take responsibility for your heart, take into account the feelings of others instead of blindly rushing into whatever appeals to you at the moment. give as much as you take, be there for the people you depend on to be there for you, and finally fucking grow up.

i want to hurt you more than you have ever been hurt before. (because i love you,) you selfish lying whore.
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Smurf Hit me baby One more time! 040425
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anne reznor Fuck you. Kiss my ass.

You're such slime scum.
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kookaburra i just want to make you hurt.
period. there is no love involved...
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