i_need_more_hugs unhinged stat 091129 ... hsg I offer a line of hug_credit with a 27.99% interest_rate (unfixed). annual_fees may apply 091129 ... unhinged *sigh* he didn't get it. i don't need sex. not really. i need hugs and cuddles. affection. 100422 ... unhinged i feel like important parts are seeping out. can you stick them back in there for me? 100422 ... O RLY who doesn't! 100423 ... unhinged well that's kinda dumb isn't it? why are we all walking around needing more hugs? 100423 ... unhinged (because in the past month when people have tried to give me real hugs my first instinct was to pull away; i'm twitchy again. i need to feel someone else's stillness) 100423 ... no reason i had a dream last night that i saw a teacher/friend i haven't talked to in awhile. he gave me a hug and i was surprised, albeit pleasantly, that it lasted awhile. and then as i walked away i felt a bit guilty for pulling away. 100424 ... unhinged curvature that as much of an asshole as my brother can be, he knows me well enough not to let go when i start to pull away. frank was like that too. as i get older, i realize how lucky i was to have TWO boys in my life that understood what i really needed and what i was afraid of were the same. waxing poetical about something really simple i am afraid to depend on anyone but myself but the most important things i can't really give to myself going crazy again not enough affection scared nervous sad yep, i need more hugs. 100424 ... hsg h sgne edm orehugs. I h(u)gs 143 100424 what's it to you? who go blather from