perchance_to_dream she sometimes i find myself dreaming of sleeping, because i am only happy when i dream. i once thought that it was possible to really be asleep and dream your whole life but that is so wrong. it would have to be a nightmare, but why would you stay asleep for that? 011216 ... farmfish i give you my dreams, now take them to your sleep. 020705 ... Kate Maybe on Monday you'll be there too, even though you said that you might not, because remember we were trying not to be phony emotional and you were too motivated and thought you might not go. Sometime soon when I'm alone I'll drive by your house, because it's not that far away, just to see where you sleep at night, and maybe I'll see you in a window, or on a porch, if you look up from your reading. I got that book that you loved, from the used bookstore today. I'm nostalgic for you even after a week. I hope that you write me back even if you have a girlfriend or a significant other just because you're the most intelligent boy I've ever met, and you love everything that I think is important, and we watched the stars together. I'm glad you're my friend. Kate 020705 ... hamlet for in that sleep of death, what dreams may come 020706 ... nonlucid the words someone said once "i don't want to die, just don't want to wake up" some days that is true, and some days i rejoice in the sunlight... sleep is escape, nothing else - dreaming of nonsense, trying to understand 040630 what's it to you? who go blather from