oh_if_only
stork daddy if only my mother had paid for those voice lessons when i was ten.

don't forget that butterfly flapping its wings in chicago.
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dreamer oh_if_only everyone was pretty, then everyone would be ugly

...and about that butterfly, china will get their's
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dreamer j/k china, you're all right in my book 050301
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Mister Brightside ...my parents had something better to do with their nights back in June of 1971 050301
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skinny i am going to break
and then i'm going to break
and then i'm going to shudder
and cry
and then i'm going to pulsate softly
under a brick
with creatures of many legs
and exoskeletons
drawn towards moisture
and they will scare me
and i'll flee
and in the darkness of that subterranean world i will become lost
and as light peaks
i'll find myself plastered to the dawn
and when the purple clouds melt under the sun
i'll fall into the ocean
on my fall downward
i'll see some kind of heaven
like you see in marbels.

OH_IF_ONLY...
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skinny and when i read it the butterfly was in china. 050301
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stork daddy the four corners of life took place in the flickering black and white corners of a horror film -
and hope was only a plot twist.
and if being a monster was truly obtainable, forgiveness would be possible or else not matter -
but it'd be pure. the guilt would
be tragic, but it wouldn't be rational.
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