i_hate_the_feeling Twitch Like a flashback of some horrible high... Like this world is the trip...Like it isn't real... Will this feeling keep on coming back again and again... will it ever permanently go away? 051011 ... Twitch I'm over it for now.. 051012 ... nom the_feeling_that i hate 051012 ... Twitch I feel rather connected now...I think that feeling was just from a drug. 051014 ... Syrope i think i liked it better when i only dated guys that no one else wanted. maybe not that no one else wanted, but that the type of people that did want them weren't women enough to challenge me. it was so much easier then. i'm a lazy lazy bitch. 051015 ... no reason that it's just me except for when i love it 051015 ... rage 'o shit that was stupid' 051015 ... see i_love_the_feeling 051015 ... rage but its better than feeling nothing at all 051015 ... no reason is it? 051015 ... caresscoffee i hate that "oh god it's good to be alive" feeling... it's painfully real when it leaves and i just sort of plummet back to planet earth back to life back to the realization i've been a fool yet again 051110 ... pSyche She told me... "I am a waste of oxygen. A consuption of people's time, and recources. Just shove me out of the way. I hate to burden you" 070127 ... angie I feel like I am drowning. Last night I had a dream that we were physically fighting, screaming at eachother and throwing glass bottles. I feel like our lives are spinning in two separate directions, but I know they will come back together... eventually. I feel hopeless, frustrated, scared, and almost helpless. I feel guilt. 070128 what's it to you? who go blather from