flashback
k1
Right
this
moment
I
am
flashing
back
.
The
music
drones,
he
takes
my
hand
,
we
sink
into
a
deep
,
round
chair
.
My
fingers
stray
between
the
buttons
of
his
obsidian
shirt
,
His
eyes
close
as
his
head
tilts
slowly
backward
,
My
face
leans
toward
him
,
His
lips
part
to
kiss
me
,
And
deep
inside
I
hear
him
humming
softly
.
020129
...
yummychuckle
whenever
i
take
pills
.
God
I
hate
pills
.
I
taste
the
bitter
asprin
at
the
back
of
my
throat
and
its
such
a
sickly
taste
and
it
makes
me
dizzy
and
ugh
.
basically
I
hate
pills
.
020129
...
oE
is
obsidian
black
?..like
black
opal
stone
or
something
?...the
bitter
taste
of
asprin
at
the
back
of
my
throat
..yeah
i
get
that
...i
taste
it
even
when
i
take
caplets..
040113
...
Death of a Mind
way
too
many
to
count
or
recount.
040114
...
kid andre
The
period
of
time
following
a
wavy
effect
.
050425
...
unhinged
tapped
on
the
shoulder
drunken
conversation
after
the
show
and
adebisi
said
to
me
'
i
was
hoping
you'd
be
here' (
sic
)
it
reminded
me
of
an
email
i
got
years
ago
asking
if
i
was
gonna
be
at
the
show
sometimes
knowing
people
look
for
you
are
hoping
for
you
is
the
best
feeling
I
WANT
TO
BE
ONSTAGE
090522
...
squishyfish
squishyfish
101111
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from