the_feeling_that
nomme emptiness is longing 030804
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ferret the eyes are boring into my neck 030804
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ferret i_died_today 030819
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Strideo i_died_today 2
and i didn't get the high score
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hey now! nothing will ever change

i will never be able to share something so small with you without it turning into some deep, meaningful conversation
then a debate
then an argument
then one of both of us in tears
all because i shared something insignificant

maybe i just shouldnt speak unless spoken to
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notme this_feeling will kill me
before i can kill it
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monee it's all gonna be okay, maybe 041228
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.nom i've said all this before 050123
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Deomis I'll never see you again.
It makes my throat tight
and makes the worms writhe
inside my stomach.
But after that comes dread
and then the feeling
that I never want tommorow to come.
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milo i may never be the same
for i have
payed attention
to the voices inside of
my head

that said:
milo never rest
never be at ease
even after dead
you cannot escape
your dark
end
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from