his_eyes
sanguineous
they
shoot
through
me
like
rays
of
light
would
.
if
i
were
a
little
less
solid
.
they
are
like
a
subtle
reminder
that
fate
can
exist
and
that
he
alone
is
my
destiny
.
they
smile
when
he
looks
at
me
.
with
such
a
quiet
grace
.
that
i
want
to
just
dive
in
and
swim
to
the
bottom
.
and
just
drown
in
them
.
they
scream
to
me
that
he
is
and
always
was
meant
for
me
.
made
for
me
.
born
to
be
mine
.
they
welcome
me
home
.
080919
...
unhinged
squinted
at
me
from
across
the
room
suspicious
i
nodded
,
lifted
my
chin
up
and
left
without
talking
to
him
and
i
have
wanted
to
rip
my
hair
out
all
day
and
i
feel
ugly
and
fat
and
i
want
to
scream
because
of
the
way
he
looks
at
me
which
is
so
not
the
way
he
looks
at
her
it's
like
the
same
stupid
story
stuck
on
repeat
over
and
over
and
in
attempts
to
make
me
feel
better
she
says
if
two
people
are
meant
to
be
together
they
feel
the
same
way
about
each
other
which
only
succeeds
in
making
me
feel
worse
an
obvious
reminder
that
you
can't
make
someone
feel
a
way
they
don't
which
ironically
always
happens
to
be
the
plot
of
my
lovelife
080919
...
ff
it
would
have
been
better
to
have
left
the
world
behind
maybe
?
it
wouldn't
have
made
that
much
difference
to
us
.
People
are
hard
work
.
080919
...
In_Bloom
They
are
called
, "
Freeze
your
body
to
the
ground
"
kind
080919
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
