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monadh lost the fire inside
tried to hold on
but something kept me
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Photophobe (street spirit) 010907
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heheitsme RADIOHEAD ROCKS!! 010908
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Photophobe Not really. They're fantastic, and terrific musicians. Their music is beautiful.
I don't think they 'rock' as such.
I think they'd be amused to hear that.
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unhinged there was no fading. one second i was laughing because the surgeon was taping my ass cheek to the operating table and the next second i was waking up in a strange place trying to focus on the clock in front of me. those were forgotten hours of my life that even my subconcious can't remember.

i feel the dream of it fading out into the bitterest reality. i heard your words said with measured apathy and they broke my heart because that was your trick. something that seemed to matter the least was what always matters the most to you. you don't fool me.

the more i know of you the more i realize that you are just an egotistical asshole on most counts. but i do remember the times you were around for me. i remember how you look in the winter with your bald head and your dimple. my love for you is fading out into a pale pale shade of pink. i couldn't stop caring for your fragile genius but my heart has finally stopped bleeding.
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