don't_worry_just stork daddy missing one little puzzle piece in this world. of course dark chaos keeps pouring in through that hole. dark dark chaos. 050830 ... icy staying awake all through the night instead of catching a nap - not even sleep - before work in the morning. don't worry just suck it up and keep on smiling, the medicine doesn't taste that bad. but not a spoonful of sugar to help it go down. grin and bear it and swallow it whole. don't worry just believe they are in a better place and seeing their missed loved ones and happy again. don't worry just trust in what i say that i will be there for you through it all and will stay by your side even when the darkness takes you - i will be there, holding you... don't worry just think it's all in your head. even though it's not, just think it is and then it will be so after a while and you'll be all right as rain if you just push it all aside and don't worry just don't think of it anymore... except when it comes to you in nightmares and you can't sleep because you're too afraid and crushed by the guilt you carry with you it won't let you go because you can't let it go and you're still awake beyond sleeping... but don't worry just wish you could sleep and not be afraid. just wish you could stay and not let go. just wish you weren't lost with nowhere left to search... 050831 ... stork daddy wow. that almost sounds like you know me! 050831 ... icy maybe just a little bit... the bit that's similar in all of us... especially the darker side. 050831 what's it to you? who go blather from