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does it ease the pain?
is what barbie#1 said to barbie#2 at the end of the shower scene in the sapphic porno I was watching. Funny how poignant that actually seemed at the time.

Funny also how I seem to recall those exact words passing my lips a mere few weeks ago.
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Daisy Dukes yeah, i remember that one. it seems a bit top-heavy (pardon the pun) for such a superficial vid. and yet it adds a level of emotional connection which i believe is rare in pornographic flicks. it turns them into more of the erotica that i believe stimulates more than just my physical nerves. 100503
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does it ease the pain? I always feel like I've been caught out, caught red handed (metaphorically) when I discover someone has been watching the same porn as me. Don't know why it should matter as I'm not normally embarassed to admit I watch porn.

I have to admit that this moment elevated the clip for me somewhat. Has at least made it stand out from many others. I guess it has reminded me that despite the heady, wantful, physical urges that take over one's body, drunk with lust, that cause one to ravage, thrust and rampage another's body, there can, at times, be an close emotional connection underlying that. I'd almost forgotten. In fact I had.

That is what I miss the most.
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