chasing_my_tail perfectly_chaotic My mind is running, my mind is running, my mind is running.... I just thought that thought a bunch of time in a row, I just thought that thought a bunch of times in a row, I just thought that thought a bunch of times in a row.... Why do my thoughts keep repeating themselves? Why do my thoughts keep repeating themselves? Oh, wait. Thinking. The thoughts won't stop for even a second at a time. What happened to my breath? I know your out there somewhere. Hello... Ahhh... A moment of space..... But, wait, eh, errr.... Hold still.... Groans.... Here they come again.... The mind is overflowing with itself. Hmmmm. SO, this is what has been going on, this anger I have been holding onto is because I am ridiculously selfish. I know I give a shit about you too, but it is so effin hard not to see past this jealousy and resentment my mind keeps weaving. Keep cutting that weed. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Will this weed ever die? I see the suffering that must be in your mind too for it is much like my own. Only for you, the stakes are greater and you have much more to lose. For the moment I feel much compassion and love for you my friend, but I have a funny feeling my selfish thoughts will sprout again very soon. Oh, wait. Thinking. 110708 ... ergo Dwell in the space between thoughts and witness the chase. 110708 what's it to you? who go blather from