butterflies_and_zebras daxle (that's all she ever thinks about) I wonder- why am I drinking? alone, I meet my friends for lunch tomorrow, why? and will I tell him or will I get so drunk that he will just realize because I slipped into "let me tell you everything you never wanted to hear" mode the taste the taste I take a drink straight from the bottle, green glass, $14, tanqueray; reminds me of the time before the high school dance straight drink to jaws agape I was born this way first time I drank I did 5 shots of vodka and proceeded to drain the bottle to it's death yet I feel I should get some credit for the non-alcoholic column, I mean, I don't do it often I just happen to do it very very well no hangovers, just a general feeling of disorientation and I laugh forever at the things that I said and did one drunk night counts for weeks of entertainment and yet there must be something wrong with it she says there is, he says there is, and they are my sanity they tell me when I am going piseeuuuu slowly going out of my mind... she was a b-a-d-m-a-again-m hey! what the fuck does that mean anyway if anyone knows about dub narcotic sound system, give me a leg up by all means my best friend is turning into a hippy, I'm so freaking jealous I'm such an unhappiness monger try to regain zen, 1, 2, 3 freed weed harmacy I hate sebadoh. 001115 ... daxle fucking "it's" and "its" fizeriznitch 001115 ... daxle it's only a matter of time he's afraid to ask lest I be offended but it's only a matter of time 001115 ... danio He should hurry up and ask to get it over with. 040724 what's it to you? who go blather from