back_were_i_was jennifer lonesome is as lonesome does and I do it 001103 ... silentbob broken heart again today all my miseries bound up in my stomach tying a knot making a planet on my shoulders what if i became apathetic? what if i shrugged it all off and let it take me away? maybe i'd be better off. I'm back where i was. alone and desiring but not really knowing what. i just want someone to hold me again. 001103 ... barnaclebill Buck up there Matey! It ain't so bad. So love's lost lately And it hurts a tad. Don't lay in bed or feel the fool. Just go out back, And poke the Mule! 001103 ... jen jen Wouldn't it be nice to be back where we were. The things I would do different? Hmmm..... No,... I don't think I would do them any other way because today is who I am and yesterday was a lesson to learn from. 010501 ... misstree slowly slinking into myself again, too many times drawn up short by "what???" when i least expected it, tempting people to toe lines i have been ignoring for centuries. now, finally, a soul i can slide slivers into and find that they already fit, that has yet to startle or run, and has seen many a gleam fit to slice. my breathing is slowing like one waking from panicked dreams, my eyes are reopening to the world i created and abandoned, to live in another's. it's all still here, vibrant and visceral. it's been waiting. i'll not disappoint it. 040115 ... marked . 040806 what's it to you? who go blather from