a_diet_of_religion_and_sex birdmad begun in adolescence through early adulthood and even now the strange allure of ascetic spiritualism and by contrast the temptations of flesh ever present desire is a maddening thing i try my best to deny such things as gods and devils but feel myself trapped between them and in this, an affinity for them both my worst sins lie in my past, every vice, every indulgence, all of it baccanalian excesses that few but the most depraved could imagine is this drought my purgatory to go so long knowing not even a glimpse of love and only brief flashes of pleasure? feeling like the a junkie given little, occasional tastes of the enslaving opiate...like constant withdrawal, but just enough to keep going or am i incorrigible and this is actually hell? the image of Eve naked in the garden resonates on every level (Makes me wonder... ...am i Adam or the Serpent?) of beginnings of beauty and its obvious allure of misleading and being misled of sorrow for all that's been left behind of temptation all in all falling from grace, for better or worse, is an andventure unto itself maybe i don't know what the hell i'm talking about (would that surprise anyone?) just thinking out loud yeah 011120 ... sabbie raised on a diet of religion and sex... i love that song. actually, i love all two songs. the band that trent reznor postponed making 'fragile' so he could produce 'vouyers' 011120 ... endless yum 040505 ... Zantic Pass the sex w/ the side of religion please Pa. 040506 ... ma you're asking your pa for sex? 040506 ... Zantic It's mealtime. No Pa sex! As someone once stated, 'Ewe'. 040506 ... ethereal scratch the religion. 040506 what's it to you? who go blather from