it_matters no reason i like you but i don't like a lot of your friends 080802 ... kung fu oh dear AT LEAST YOU HAVE AN OPINION ! ooooohhhh.... he gave me a dirty look too ! yes... they are like that... they know they are. "I'm not getting involved" did you ask me why before feeling sorry for yourself? did you want me to say something? DID YOU? The truth is... that nobody is happy with the exchange rate, you get to have your slice of heaven then go back home to paying high electricity bills yes, i know. Do you still want to wonder why people are smiling so much? You can smile out of brevity, joy, sadness, you can also laugh out of fear, humility, happiness and joy. Maybe people smile at YOU because you look unique to them? Does that make you feel good?? Yes, that's probably how famous people feel when they get attention. Eventually, you just get sick of it. "i'm just listening" ohhh... darlin' don't get on you're high horse, don't assume things. i mean.... "i'm just listening". Did you think i was directing that at you? you see, i try to listen and understand things before protecting my ego. yes, i do have an opinion, but in most situations i shut the fuck up because i don't like confrontation, i prefer to have a conversation not a freaking ego war. I will be what you want me to be, i said it before... if you intimidate me or dominate me... i will be your source of brief achievement. I will let you feel good if that is what you want. Squash me into the ground and feel better.... there we go... alll better?? (it's ok... i'm fine... i will spit out your bad energy once you have trotted off into oblivion!) cup of tea anyone? 080803 what's it to you? who go blather from