indeterminable_fixed_point blown cherry I walked higher today than I have for a long while chin up, head straight, eyes focused on some indeterminable fixed point far away back straight, long strides, an air of indignance an air of fuck off all of you who treat me like shit who try to make me feel guilty who try to make me cringe who try to miniaturize me I could breathe deeper I could see more vividly I could take it or leave it I could walk away I could kick myself, no I couldn't Suck this Fuck this fuck off to all of you who treat me like shit If you're my friend you will listen Or at least you will care Smile and tell me I'm not when I apologise for whingeing Just when I think you're close to understanding, I realise you don't but that's ok you're still my friend you still help me to a higher place "This conversation isn't really going anywhere" I know that stung, it was meant to you were the fucking shit last week and you deserve to sting for subjecting me to that You're problems are not mine But I am sorry about the cancer You know if you need me for that I will always be there But don't EVER fucking do that to me again or there will be no more chances little events that shape my mood little events that shape my mind little events that shape my car all fixed and steady in my mind separate entities separate bricks my state of mind is everything to be able to handle something outside of it would be to be mad And Still.... there remains...... that: indeterminable fixed point 020402 what's it to you? who go blather from