angry_bees misstree i'm used to waking up with things going on in my head... fighitng against dreams, no i do *not* need to get into the basement to throw the switch before i get up and get ready for work... but this morning was subtly different... they felt for all the world like bees, thoughts swarming but untouchable. if i could get them all in a box, if i could just see what they were... so i hit snooze and try to drift back to dream so that i can call a translation... but nine minutes later i'm still confused and frantic, snatching at scraps. there's something going on in my brain, and it won't tell me what, but it won't keep quiet enough for me to ignore it. 060718 ... LS Actually...this is kind of the way I think. A thousand little thoughts swarming about in my head, all vieing for attention. Whichever one has stung me most recently is the one I turn my attention too. I've recently begun practicing ignoring the stings and focusing my attention on just one... Not so easy, but discipline can get me over this adhd problem. 060718 ... Death of a Rose bees....mine are more like hornets...infesting the most unlikely places...ready to cause death...ready to explode in a fury of protectiveness. i know the feeling well misstree, wanting to catch the buggers that invade my mindspace and interrogate them with chinese water torture. 060718 ... Ubiquitous Flattery Everyone, your tender words here have rendered me nostalgic for the good old days of Angry Bees! 061011 what's it to you? who go blather from